sunshine city

I feel really fortunate to live in this sunshine city and making things work day by day. I would have never thought a year ago that I would be where I am today. the past five years have been like that. if you ever ask me for advise, I always say follow your heart and go with it. I'm a believer in making the impossible possible. traveling makes me restless, and never at ease, but it's the only thing right for me. I grew up traveling, and feel I need to get on the road again. I have parents who'd rather travel than buy a new couch. we used to sell stuff from our garage to travel when times were rough. I think I'm here because of it. it's a personal thing. it's a journey and I'm where I'm meant to be. today. tomorrow I don't know. hopefully buying my electric guitar already. it's a scary place. fuck. but I have that feeling that if I don't do something crazy soon, I will go nuts. last time I had a similar feeling I decided to move to london and go to drama school, and I did it. I had to be pushed to school the first day. literally. I thought I would never make it. thank god I did. I fell in love and my teacher rocked. eric, how I miss you today. or maybe when I decided to move to LA on a weird hunch for new opportunities. nothing made sense, no more money, no home, and my family way too far away. I miss them every sec of every day. but that's the reason I'm here. it kinda makes sense all the way. right? never settle. only I can do the lambada on the beach at 3 am, drink champagne and hang around lovely individuals that will make me smile. the greatest feeling. hearts on fire. I just had a dream that threw me off. maybe it's time to change it up. new love and new lust?